“Out of the nothingness comes my New.” This is what I am told frequently by Jesus as I am taken up and into a supernatural place to meet with Him one on one. I have come to call this supernatural place “The Chamber.” It is a chamber where I meet with Jesus every day. It’s a place where I can go up and in any time I choose. I now realize how simple it is. Prior to these daily chamber meetings, I had experienced the third Heaven realm three times and each one was a unique experience. I thought they were very rare but I was so wrong because Jesus has taught me how to come up and in any time I want to be in this supernatural chamber place in Heaven.
Every day I have my quiet time, my time to meet with Jesus. I go to my bedroom, shut the door, and sit on my bed. I have the attitude of locking myself in. Lately, I place the bed comforter over my head to keep out distractions. I close my eyes, I am quiet and still. I come in with no agenda of my own, I just allow the Holy Spirit to lead. I find myself melting into a state of worship.
The very first time I went up and in I felt a floating sensation inside of me although I was aware I was still on my bed. It felt like my being was floating up inside my body and filling every space within my mind and I started to see something appear. It was a small but profound twinkling light to my right, then one appeared just like it to my left. This second light remained small but had doubled in strength. Then a third light was twinkling boldly right in front of me and I noticed it’s light had intensified three times in strength.
I stayed in and watched this twinkling display. Then out of the blue a bright gold glowing ball of light consumed everything while keeping the shape of a ball. I remember jumping a little bit and being startled but then I felt myself starting to fill up with an overwhelming love. I knew this was something “new” Jesus was allowing me to witness and it was my choice to stay in this Heavenly chamber as long as I wanted. I had no feelings of being in a hurry to leave. I only had the desire to stay in that presence. That first day I was in this new chamber for a total of two hours but it felt like I had just entered my room.
The next day I went up and into the chamber and it was another new experience. I did not see lights twinkle I only saw a beautiful black color which consumed the entire chamber room I was in and this room had an incredibly still and silent atmosphere. I was looking around for Jesus and called out, “Are you there?” There was no answer. I called out again, “Are you there?”
I continued to seek out and look for Jesus in this beautiful blackness and as I did this I began to see a faint but very distinct silhouette of a person starting to appear. This person seemed to be standing far off in the distance. The person quickly disappeared and I called out, “Jesus, is that you?” Again there was no answer. I kept looking around in the silence and then suddenly to my right and again suddenly to my left the silhouette would appear and then quickly disappear. I would say each time, “Jesus, is that you?” but there was no answer.
Then without warning I was suddenly surprised as He was standing right there in front of me. I saw a big white smile as Jesus tilted His head back and let out a joyful laugh before He answered my plea and said, “Yes, it is me.” I laughed with him. Then Jesus said to me, “Little one, it’s me.” It was a special time as I felt like a little child playing a game of hide and seek with my daddy. Little one is a pet name Jesus frequently calls me and to me He is and will always be my daddy. Every day we talk and read the word together. I write to Him my thoughts and as He speaks to me I write His words down in my journal as well. He teaches me how to accept a daddy’s love, to be consumed by it and to give it out. Because, you see, love from a daddy was something I was not very fond of at all. Jesus has taken my “old” little girl childhood experiences away and continues to give me “new” little girl childhood experiences with Him.
You see I grew up in a home where the evil one, satan, had tried to physically kill me, not my mother or my three siblings but me through my dad from the time I was five until I was eight. This demon would rise up through my dad and use my dad to literally beat any kind of love right out of me as well as demonstrate other inappropriate displays of love. One time shortly before bedtime the demon rose up through my dad and locked me in a small, dark, gloomy, and very cold fruit cellar in our basement. As the door was being shut I heard words being shouted at me saying, “The monsters are coming to eat you up.” As I sat on an old rotting chair I saw in the blackness two demons manifest before me as two gigantic snakes. I sat paralyzed and went into a state of shock until my mother and sister opened the door to rescue me.
I always knew a few seconds ahead of time when the “black monster” would appear in my dad through the color change in his eyes. His eyes would go from a beautiful hazel blue-green to pitch black. My dad would be lost, nowhere to be found. His personality vanished and in its place would be a black eyed monster ready to torment and destroy the little girl in me. I remember the intense fear that would shake my body into numbness. My dad and I were victims of this evil but satan’s mission to kill me physically never succeeded! Satan’s plan against me was long ago defeated by the first drop of blood Jesus shed on the cross for me. On the cross is where our victory for new life was sealed.
When I was 23 years old my dad was transformed from the old black eyed monster into a new man of God; forgiven, saved, healed, and delivered. This transformation in my dad produced a ripple effect in my family and transformed not only me but my mom, my older sister, and my two younger brothers. What satan meant for evil, God turned into good. He turned the tables. God delivered my entire family from the evil one!
2 Corinthians 1:9-10 has become my new reality. “In fact, we expected to die. But as a result we learned not to rely on ourselves, but on God who can raise the dead. And he did deliver us from mortal danger. And we are confident that he will continue to deliver us.”
The enemy does not like giving up his fight so the battles continue as satan rears up his ugly head and tries to defeat me but it just doesn’t work! I am confident in knowing who my true father is and the authority and power He has given me to use in the battle against all darkness and against the various forms satan continues to manifest before me on the earth and in the spirit. Satan cannot scare that little girl anymore as he once did through my earthly dad. I simply don’t have any fear. John 10:10 says, “The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give life in all its fullness.”
I know who I am fighting against and satan is always the looser. I win! I succeed! I am a trained warrior. Psalm 18:34 “He prepares me for battle; he strengthens me to draw a bow of bronze.” The most high God has trained me firsthand. I go to Jesus first then man and everything else second.
Not too long ago I was up and in the chamber talking with Jesus as we were sitting down on invisible chairs at a small round cedar table. On the table were two white coffee cups full of steaming coffee for us to drink. He began to tell me some things concerning many of the pastors and people in His church body. As I listened He gave them a name, He called them “Runners.” He gave me new insight to this word through showing me Mark 13:21-23 which says, “And then if anyone tells you, ‘Look, here is the Messiah,’ or, ‘There he is,’ don’t pay any attention. For false messiahs and false prophets will rise up and perform miraculous signs and wonders so as to deceive, if possible, even God’s chosen ones.”
Jesus told me, “These pastors and people run to where they think I am before asking me if I want them to go. They hear I am healing over here so they run to this place. They hear I am anointing over there so they run to that place. They hear I am reviving or sending demons out in yet another place and they run over there. They run hoping something will rub off onto themselves so they can receive it and bring it back to where they are and copy it. They do this expecting my presence to follow them without putting in the effort of time needed with me to truly know me. They become worn out and sick from all their running. They never receive their full measure. They do not ask me first if they should go! They are runners in the spirit and in the physical. I begin to speak the “new” to them but they do not sit still long enough for the complete new knowledge to be heard. I wait for them but they still keep running and are in danger because soon they will be running and receiving words from false messiahs and false prophets. So I give the new knowledge I had for them to another.”
I believe we must be careful and alert to discern the enemies seducing spirits especially the rising up of Kundalini deceiving spirits. They can easily show up in words, sounds, or actions through believers or non-believers at meetings. We must be taught by God and know the enemies tricks as these seducing spirits are clever and can fool all those who are present into believing these manifestations are from God’s Holy Spirit when they are not. 1 Timothy 4:1 (KJB) makes this very clear as it says, “Now the spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of devils.” I talked to my husband, Jay, about what Jesus revealed to me and he agreed that Jesus desires for us to learn to be warriors from Him first. After we get the word from the father we can look to pastors and other teachers. We should never run “first” to people or books or meetings and events for our teaching. The one thing we need to remember about seducing spirits or seduction is that it happens in a way that is not obvious. If it were obvious it would not be a seduction and we would know right away that we should stand and battle against it. Let’s be careful to always take what we hear and see from those around us to Jesus first. We need to ask if this is from Him or a seduction of our emotions from the evil one and if so then stand and battle against it.
Jay reminded me that in the book of Acts chapter 19 verses 13-16 we read about people trying to duplicate an anointing they were not given directly from God. “A team of Jews who were traveling from town to town casting out evil spirits tried to use the name of the Lord Jesus. The incantation they used was this: “I command you by Jesus, whom Paul preaches, to come out!” Seven sons of Sceva, a leading priest, were doing this. But when they tried it on a man possessed by an evil spirit, the spirit replied, “I know Jesus, and I know Paul. But who are you?” And he leaped on them and attacked them with such violence that they fled from the house, naked and badly injured.” Jay continued to share with me that he feels we do not acquire God’s true power when we seek the anointing of God from those God has anointed. If these church leaders and other Christians do not go and learn of and from God first they risk being beaten up the way the sons of Sceva were brutally attacked.
I went to my bible and read Isaiah 43:19 (RSV) which says, “Behold, I am doing a new thing now it springs forth!”
I don’t know about you but I am not going to be a runner and take the risk that I may stop my new from springing forth. I do not want to run to anyone who could possibly be a false messiah or false prophet or risk seeking an anointing or power that I’ve worked toward rather than one that God has directly given me. I choose to always ask Jesus first as to where I should go, what I should seek after, and what He is ready for me to act on. This has become second nature to me and I like it that way. When it comes to Jesus and what He wants to give me, I want it all! Lord, help us to run first to you and ask you first for direction as to where we should go so we never run and miss out on all the new things you plan to give us. In Jesus Name, Amen.
Dependent on Jesus
What does it really mean to be completely dependent on Jesus? Does it mean having Him direct, in a supernatural way, our every thought, word and action in the spirit? Does that include allowing Him to have complete control of every thought, word and action in our lives from the smallest to the greatest on the earth? I do believe the answer is, YES!!!
Why do I believe this? Because in Mark 8:33 Jesus said these words to Peter, “You are seeing things merely from a human point of view, not from God’s.” That is telling me there is a great difference between the way I view things and the way God views them, so I need to get God’s point of view first. This is exactly what the chamber allows you and I to do. I get to spend time one on one, in the quiet, alone with the Father to get His point of view. I know that it is here I am taught to listen so when I am in the craziness and noise of the day I can always have a chamber attitude to learn, to listen, and then to know what I am to do. Does this make sense to you?
Chambermaid
A word that God just flashed through my mind is “chambermaid.” I went to my computer and did a Google search on the word chambermaid. It is interesting what the description is for a modern day chambermaid. Here are some of the interesting things I found. It stated, “being a chambermaid requires no education or experience.” This is exactly the requirement a person needs to enter God’s chamber. We don’t need any college theology education with a bachelor’s degree or master’s degree or divinity degree. We don’t need any prior ministry work experience. We don’t need any special pastoral counseling or training. We need to have a heart of surrender and willingness to just be in His presence. I continued to read another description that Google provided. It said, “the chambermaid prepares the room for the next guest. To clean from top to bottom paying special attention to detail.” This description sure sounds like Jesus is a chambermaid as well. He prepares the chamber room for us to come into anytime we choose. We go into His chamber room and He then comes in where He cleans us from top to bottom paying special attention to detail. I love this! Jesus has now taught me how to look at a simple word like “chambermaid” with a whole new understanding. This bible verse found in John 14:2 talks about the rooms Jesus prepares for us: “There are many rooms in my Father’s home, and I am going to prepare a place for you.” Jesus is our very own private chambermaid on earth and in Heaven. He is constantly cleaning and preparing our room and all we have to do is come out and draw up and into the chamber to be with Him. Joel 2:16 (NASB) “Let the bridegroom come out of his room, and the bride out of her bridal chamber.
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